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Friday, July 17, 2009,4:50 AM
i am dying
will u still read my blog?i really didnt do anything tat betray u..u shld trust me n give me a chance to explain..u juz give this r/s up like this?n the reason is a misunderstanding which u dun wan to clearify?so this is ur love for this r/s?as time pass...i miss u more n more each day..i finally realised tat u are gone.u know how much u r hurting me?for thinking tat i am such a bitch.. for not trusting me.. for dun even give me a chance to explaini look at our memories we shared, our past, ur gift..so this is how easy u give up..i tried my best to be happy everyday..will ur heart ache when u see me hurt?will ur heart ache when u see me cry?do u still love me n care abt me like u used to be?u dun seem like u care abt whether i am hurted anot..are u reading this blog?are u still wanting to know how am i?
Saturday, June 20, 2009,11:12 PM
I MISS WEN JIE
I miss wen jie! i know he miss me too!i wan to marry him, be his wife. n have a family with him which consist 3 dogs! (he promised me to buy me 3 dogs) sai sai lub will be our witness! i know is childish to say i will defintiely marry him. but i do believe i will!as shelly said, you must always sacrify something in order to gain something! although now we dont have much time to be together, but the sacrified time will gain us good future! (hope so)I gave my all to u, please take good care of me!wanna see money face?
Thursday, June 18, 2009,3:34 PM
stress
in hong kong, i got nothing but stress. alot alot of stress. i broke down a few times within a month. the 1st time in my life that i got depressed. it really hard to pick urself up. i used 1 week to stop crying n continue to live. i had tried to get some comfort n support from wj, but failed. tis really make thing so much more difficult for me. i felt alone, not lonely, as i know i have friends. but alone, the 1 who should share my unhappiness with me, the support i need most, are not there, beat me down deeper instead. i had to face all this alone.no1 is going to help me, no1 is going to help me stand up again, all i am having is myself.my eng is not gd enuff to describ how it feel, but it really really horrible. terrifing even just think of it.i dunno wat wj busy with. told him to buy a better card to call me at my old house there, he say he not free, there is always ways to do something. cant he ask shelly to help since her school is so near? buy those dunno wat card. cant even use. for what? if u really so busy, then leave me an offline msg in msn? send me a email? i only received one email from him, thats after i got angry.y are u so busy? what are u busy with? i have no idea? i feel that i am so unimportant. shouldnt you try to contact me more since i am in overseas ALONE?!ur unconcern made me more stress. if your concern, y didnt u do something? concern is not just about thinking n saying. i know u will say i am asking for too much. but look at my pervious post. y didnt i write smth like this? coz i see your concern, you do turn them in action for me to see it. now? even keeping a dog, you need to give him time, love n care. i am a human, but that doesnt mean i dont need. yes. you may say i am not understanding, i am unreasonable. maybe i am, but time, love n care are what i need too.it seems like we couldnt pass this test....
,2:39 PM
12/6 my bday
8/6 - yu called me n asked me to meet at tong lo wan, he told me that he was standing at MRT exit B1, but there is no exit B1, only D1. i walked around the whole MRT station n search for him for almost an hour, but yet i still couldnt find him. i got so pissed off, so i called him again, n told him that there is no exit B1 in the mrt station, and almost one an hour searching, then he told me that he was in time square city super B1! OMG! FAINT! thats 2 different places. not MRT at all.
i walked to time square n found the city super, and when i was think how should i scold him for such unclear information, i found 2 familiar faces. SHELLY & HER MUM!!! its really a susprise! i know shelly come here for my bday!! i am so touched!! what a great friend i have. before shelly come, i was thinking "hai, 21st bday. nvm la. also not smth big. it just a normal day, even my aunt celebrate with me i wun be happy too. i am not happy in hk." and then shelly came! it means alot to me!
so we went shopping n enjoying ourselves for the next few days. on my bday, when i had just finished bathing, n i am brushing my teeth, shelly mum said that she wan to go toilet. so i wrap a towl around myself n open the door, but after awhile she still have nt come in, so i walked out. and i saw a bday cake! they are so sweet. i am really touched. the bday i tot i am not gg to celebrate it, n now my best fren was celebrating it for me!thank you shelly, i love u. i feel so lucky to hve u as my best fren. it amazing that someone as good as u treat me as best fren n willing to do smth for me until this extend. the touched is smth cant describ by word. but THANK YOU SHELLY!!
Thursday, April 30, 2009,7:44 PM
Sentosa
got see a happy dog?
ok. i spa with you. haha. wj dun wan to go in to the water
but wether is really too hot. he go to the seas and SPA!!!
see how comfortable he is.
finally he is out of the shade, as his favourite toy is out!!
sai sai lub onli wan to stay inside the shade
is my last day in sg. went to sentosa with wj and ssl. its really fun. i love it. but the time we spend there abit short, hope to spend longer next time if there is chance.
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Wednesday, April 29, 2009,8:18 PM
Janice
jan, i hope you can be strong. believes those who u think will not harm you, as no point for them to harm you.believes those who are trying to protect you, not those just wan to take advange from you.believes those who really gave their hearts to you, not those just faking everything.believes those who you know well, trust what you know about them, their character, their heart to u, not those you just know for awhile, and with all the negative comments about them.janice, please, i know u are clever enough to know who is gd to you. who will always protect you and be your sides.and sorry. please forgive me.
,8:08 PM
Hong Kong
i am back in hong kong now. miss everything in sg so much. i totally cant get used to the living, the language used, the money, the people etc. today i went to my neighbourhood sec school, seems like its hard for me to get in, all of them ask me to try again during Aug. haiz, seems like i am not going anywhere, even i had went back to hk also dun haf much hope. its so disappointing. i will try again tomorrow, for all the diploma course in hong kong.dunno wat is ssl doing.i didnt get my com yet.my uncle didnt do anything with it. -.- i gues i will tell him i need the com urgently so he will give me faster.
Hello. I'm WingYin. I'm blabla years old. I love sai sai lub, and he a great doggie.