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Thursday, June 18, 2009,3:34 PM
stress
in hong kong, i got nothing but stress. alot alot of stress. i broke down a few times within a month. the 1st time in my life that i got depressed. it really hard to pick urself up. i used 1 week to stop crying n continue to live. i had tried to get some comfort n support from wj, but failed. tis really make thing so much more difficult for me. i felt alone, not lonely, as i know i have friends. but alone, the 1 who should share my unhappiness with me, the support i need most, are not there, beat me down deeper instead. i had to face all this alone.no1 is going to help me, no1 is going to help me stand up again, all i am having is myself.my eng is not gd enuff to describ how it feel, but it really really horrible. terrifing even just think of it.i dunno wat wj busy with. told him to buy a better card to call me at my old house there, he say he not free, there is always ways to do something. cant he ask shelly to help since her school is so near? buy those dunno wat card. cant even use. for what? if u really so busy, then leave me an offline msg in msn? send me a email? i only received one email from him, thats after i got angry.y are u so busy? what are u busy with? i have no idea? i feel that i am so unimportant. shouldnt you try to contact me more since i am in overseas ALONE?!ur unconcern made me more stress. if your concern, y didnt u do something? concern is not just about thinking n saying. i know u will say i am asking for too much. but look at my pervious post. y didnt i write smth like this? coz i see your concern, you do turn them in action for me to see it. now? even keeping a dog, you need to give him time, love n care. i am a human, but that doesnt mean i dont need. yes. you may say i am not understanding, i am unreasonable. maybe i am, but time, love n care are what i need too.it seems like we couldnt pass this test....
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